I just wanted to see if anybody had ever felt like there was a huge piece of their life
missing because they didn't remember being a baby?

all these people know me from when i was little and i don't remember any of them.
and now i don't know what i'm expected to say to them when i finally meet them or
talk to them. not to mention my fucked up childhood that i had a completely different
memory of that NOW everyone likes to share with me that i'm wrong and i was some crazy
little kid that was hard to babysit.

idk.
i'll delete this later i'm just spacey and thinking too much.

I don't love me, and I don't love life. I hate everyone and especially everything right now. I wish stupid things didn't matter, but they do.

I feel like shit all of the time. And barely anyone reads this journal so I think go ahead and talk about the fact that Blake R. pisses me off. He did some bitchy shit to me that was just WRONG. and it still fucking hurts. and no matter how hard I try to forget it, I can't. It's stuck there just live everything else. In fact, this shit makes me have a headache that feels like a hemorage. I want to die. But I want to live. I don't want to be acknowledged anymore. I just want to float through life alone without people talking to me or looking at me. that will get rid of the stress, the hemorage headache, and me having to fucking tell people what's wrong.

OKAY, next. The other thing wrong is that I might have to move. And if I do, then no one's going to care except Gina. They'll say,"I'm going to miss you!" but the truth is they'll stab me in the back the second I'm gone. Blake claimed at one time that he would miss me but we know now that he's too "in love" with Kathleen. whatever. this shit is gay.

Last- I'm always fighting with my best friend. It feels like she's allowed to invite people along with us, cancel our plans, change our plans, like my songs and say words that I made up on my own, but I'm not aloud to do the same back. And a lot of people like her because of these things. AND THEY THINK I COPY HER. AGH, I hate it.

whatever. fuck you and fuck life.


(this will probably be a 0000000 commented entry)

kthanksbye.

I LOVE ME. :)

I'm in Hawaii.


:)

As you know, I'm going to Hawaii this summer.
Well, now I'm taking Gina.

here are the places we're going to go

-Ala Moana Mall (once was the biggest mall int he world)
http://www.alamoana.com/

-Sea Life Park
http://www.sealifeparkhawaii.com/

-Waimea Bay
For snorkeling

-And of course we're going to Waikiki

-Pearl Harbor (I'm sorry, you're an idiot if you don't know what this is)

_____________

Other than the ones listed above, we're gonna do the usual
and mostly stay at my Grandma's and our beach house.
I am of course bringing back pictures of the house and of the mall
and all the other places we go to as well.
I'm getting a digital camera before we go, so they'll be high quality
pictures.

Well, that's all that's happening.

<333

Things have been pretty grand lately. I've got my trip to Myrtle Beach, Hawaii and maybe Europe coming up, so I'm pretty content with my summer schedule. And pretty soon, 7th grade will be done. And I'm so glad.

But there's still something about school and stuff that hasn't been the same. I miss SHS games. They were so much better than sitting in the dark for 2 hours with the same people, time and time again.

We have (my family and I) accumulated some quite obnoxious neighbors over the past couple months, though. Especially one little girl that is about 6 or so, who wants all of my old things from when I was younger. She even stole my slide from my playhouse (from when I was about 4 or 5). This little girl is gradually becoming the most annoying girl in the world.

But otherwise, things are great.
Well, comment and tell me about your spring/summer break if you want.

Later.

<3tori

Weekend-
Went to Myrtly Beach for my cousin's
wedding. Saw lots of Family, which was
fun. I have a baby cousing that is 5
days old today. His name is Estin and
I <3 Him.

Pictures Coming Soon.

Now-
MCKENZIE'S.
She's asleep.
But she needs to wake uppp.

Not in the mood for writing a book, so this is it.

Later.

Signed up for Softball yesterday. This is like the best thing
that's happened to me for a while (besides my Hawaii trip in June).
School has become.. I don't even know how to describe the way I
Have started to feel about school. It's gotten really boring and
it's beginning to seem different. I can't finish my book anymore,
I'm constantly getting in trouble with Mrs. Donna for talking, or
laughing, I try to pay attention in Science, but Mrs. Gwen's voice
just goes through my head without me really hearing it. And in
writing I talk more than write, and do things at the last minute.
In Georgia History, I don't really have any problems. Art has become
my favorite class. I can do anything I want in there (not like getting
into trouble and such). I don't have to impress Mr. Ashley into
letting me stay like all the other teachers. But then SOMEBODY had
to go and ruin Art for me too. P.E. was my favorite class until our
teacher quit to go teach at a "real" school. Now we spend the day
outside doing NOTHING. He had softball, then kickball, then football,
then hoops, then FREEDAY EVERYMOTHERFUCKINGDAY. I can't take out my
phone because every second I do, here comes Mr. Benji who NEVER cares
when I have my phone out, telling me that I have to put it away.
And now, someone usually has my iPod during P.E., so I don't have that
either. This is really long and I doubt anyone's going to read it all,
but I feel better knowing that I let it all out.

( Well, here's the better part of life )

I <3 MR ASHLEY AND ART! WOOO!
__________________
P.S.

savcds.org

Yup.


__________________

<3 Tori

I <3 Daniel Vosovic

I miss a somebody someone. =P

Not That You're Gonna Read It.. But..

Todayyyy!

1st Period-Reading: Read Two Chapters and Listened to music

2nd Period-Georgia History:Worked on my project that's due next
Friday! Aaaaand Listend to music!

3rd Period-Directed Studies (This gay replacement for discoveries):
FIELD TRIP TO THE AVERRIT ART CENTER! WOOOOOO! Me and Courtney were
the last ones clapping every time there was an applause. We also
started clapping in the middle of the dance and made like 25 people
clap with us, it was hillarious!

4th Period-Writing:FIELD TRIP TO THE AVERRIT ART CENTER!

5th Period-Art:FIELD TRIP TO THE AVERRIT ART CENTER!

6th Period-P.E.:We played Flag Football and it was soooo much fun! It
was a tied score, but we're gonna finish monday and beat those sorry asses. =P

7th Period-Science:Took my test and sat in front of the fan. (Yes, I multi-task
now) Then read a note and wrote back

8th Period-Learning Logic:Completed A Topic with a 100! and then got
like fifth of the way through another topic! (For those of you who don't know
what Learning Logic is, it's Math on the computer. But it teaches everything you
don't know with a little review. YES, our school is better than yours =])

After School I ran around trying to find teachers to sign this paper and then figured
out that my mom had been there since school got out. I was like,"WHOOPPPSS!"

Pretty good day, BUT I LOVED SLIDING IN THE MUD IN FOOTBALL THE MOST. =]

Hoorayy.

<33

Today's my B-day. =]

Wooooo!
=]

Haha.

<333

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

1)Red Hot Chilli Peppers-Mirror for the Sun
2) Joe Walsh-Life of Illusion (GINA AND I'S SONG!)
3) Tom Petty-Last Dance with Mary Jane
4) Muse- Dead Star
5) The Smashing Pumpkins-An ode to No One
6) "I see Pretty Girls Everywhere I go" From The Ringer
7) Black Eyed Peas- My Humps (Shut Up, Lol)


I tag-
Allison, Mish, Tyler, Gina, Sam, Lauren, Mary Beth.


<3

Couple Things You Don't Care About-

1: I Like Someone at CCAT.

2: My B-day's Monday

3: I <3 BEN BEN

4: I miss 6th grade so much, it drives me insane

5: I have THREE WHOLE CLASSES WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFEEEE!

6: Gina, McKenzie, Josh, and Jayson know who I like.

Yeah okay, so you didn't have to read this, and I
almost preferred you didn't.
I just had to say it all somehow without being all like,
"OMG, LOOK AT ME"

<3

Christmas:
-iPod
-iPod Covers
-Bluetooth (to upload pictures to my
computer without sending them to my e-mail
3478247 times.
-Jewelry
-Shoes
-Hollister Gift Card
-Money

New Years:
-Went to Liz's party, which was AWESOME. =]
(I love spending new years with herrrr! haha)
-Spent the night at Alyssa's

Day after New Years:
-Alyssa spent the night
-We watched movies! =]

And then today I got my hair cut, and I got highlights
put in it.

Yeah, that's pretty much it.

Comment and tell me what's been going on with you!


=P